Sometimes I feel there is no going back. I cannot quit, revert nor restart. My only way out of this stress, fear, disappointment, pain, heart ache is by moving forward… going through it ALL until it become just a memory stored somewhere in my mind. Speaking of memories, isn’t it…

These couple of days I feel my mind is all over the place. I cannot focus on any task, I am not productive despite the stressful deadlines coming up…Still I can not control my mind. The monster is unleashed :) With all the efforts I have been trying to exert…